This scenario sometimes makes me wonder when the ball will drop for something not so awesome, but I'm learning to stay in the moment and not worry about what's out there in the future. It's hard. How you just change your line of thinking is kinda tricky, but I'm working on it.
Brent wanted to make a bucket list for us the other night. Cool and fun idea, but my brain instantly thought "is this because you think I won't be around very long?" Which is not what he was thinking at all. He just wanted to write stuff down so we wouldn't forget. Changing my thinking... :)
As far as the bucket list is concerned I really don't have much. I would like to travel, but there wasn't much that jumped to the front of my brain. Maybe I'm getting better at being happy in the moment than I thought.
I get today off from work, so as I lay in bed this morning I hear the kids quietly playing in the living room. They're letting me sleep... that's a pretty nice moment.
