I didn't have a nap today. I'm a rebel. I have no aches and pains and I feel really good. My parents would both be telling me "don't push it" but I'm good. I can tell I am getting better when the thought of alcohol sounds good again. I am excited for Tom & Jerry's at Christmas time. If I was feeling crummy then the thought of them would make my stomach turn. It probably doesn't sound good that I judge my wellness on the thought of a seasonal drink, but oh well.
The more I near the end of chemotherapy, the more I think about the possibility of recurrence. Its a definite fear that I am hoping will enter my mind less and less as time goes on. That 76% just won't totally disappear from my memory...
I am very excited for Christmas with family. I keep trying to talk about Santa Clause with Max, but when I say things like "are you excited for Santa to come?" He says, "no." He's really good with no.
2 comments:
Boy do Donna and I relate to you thoughts of reoccurence! We call it "cancer phobia"! It is a natural thought and it gets better with time!
Hey, go have "more than one" Tom and Jerry!
Merry Christmas. We loved your Christmas card, sadly I did not get around to doing one this year. I really have no excuse:) Hope your holidays are fabulous. Thinking about you!
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