Post appt...

I have to admit, I'm not thrilled. Dr. Lee said exactly what I thought she would say, she even said "I'm satisfied." For some reason though, I'm not. I want the antidote. 

I will continue to do what I have been doing and see where we are at in 4 months. More scans and bloodwork then. I don't get why my body has created this. I'm freaking healthy, why won't it just kill it and have it gone?

I know myself well enough to know that my frustration will be short lived. I will feel fine probably by tomorrow, but right now I kind of want to pout. 

Brent said it's not great news, but its definitely not bad news either. It could be much worse. We keep with this plan as long as we can, and then on to the next thing if we have to. I don't want to have to. I want to be the exceptional miracle that doctors wonder why I have magically healed. Is that too much to ask? 

Bottom line, I'm great. I feel great, my family is healthy and happy and all is well. I will pout for a bit tonight and be back to my jolly self in the morning.