No chemo??

We have spent the week in Montana and are now headed home. It was beautiful and relaxing and great. I have scheduled an appointment with a sort of naturopath for Tuesday, and I finally meet with my regular oncologist on Wednesday. I'm a little nervous just because its another doctor that has the potential to scare the crap out of me, but I am anxious to have decisions made. If Doctor Lee agrees with the OHSU lady, then the good news is no chemo. I keep my eyebrows, I won't have to miss any of the little dudes stuff, and I can work and live normally. I love that! I will always have this in the back of my mind, but everyday it gets a little easier. Every day there's a longer period of time that I don't think about it. There are countless stories of women in similar situations to mine that are doing great. I kind of want to be angry at the OHSU dr for trying to kill my hope, but anger won't get me anywhere, so I'll let that go.